today has been good and bad :/

yesterday was a really good day calorie wise so i allowed myself a snack of a banana in the evening - i sooo wish i hadn't! i think i must be allergic to them or something (is that even possible?!) because as soon as i ate it i felt a bit sick, which soon escalated into REALLY sick and intense stomach cramping. did not agree with my poor tummy at all (it's still feeling sorry for itself now). this also happened at christmas (i was working in a supermarket and threw up while serving a customer!!)
but then when i stepped on the scales this morning, it said 112.5 (ish - i can't really tell because we have rubbish non-digital ones. i cant wait to get my digital ones back from uni).
so- that made me happy, but then i stepped on and off and it went up to 113.5 ish. guhhh.

to make things worse, i went into the living room this morning and noticed that my mum had laid out little bowls of sweets. my favorite sweets - rowntrees very berry jellies and chocolate raisins. i couldn't resist :( i had  or 6 jellies (about 75-80cal) and about 10 raisins (about 40cal). i suppose i should be happy because i was on the brink of a binge but i resisted.

i also haven't been for a run in ages :( crunches etc can only do so much :( although i am loving my rowing exercise band thingy at the mo :)

on the other hand - having a poorly tummy means that i can get away with a teeny dinner this evening, yay :)
(not that i could eat a whole meal anyways!)