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Sunday 15 May 2011

grrr, pesky alcohol

i hate having to consider alcohol in my intake, i know i should because it is choc full of calories, but i am too scared to because i know how much it has in it. i consider tonight fairly successful; i still managed to get fairly drunk whilst convincing people that every other drink i was drinking vodka and coke while it was just diet coke. and i didn't eat anything on the way home despite people coming back to mine for drinks of tea afterwards :)

Courtney, i just thought of you, and what you would think of me if i was to eat those pointless fatty calories for no reason. i had a bit of a binge on raisins, but felt awful when i considered eating anything more. i shall not eat anything more than i need to tomorrow, as i am sure you will too :).

after reading your comment, i am not sure that my experience was worse than yours (the cause of it anyway) but i hope that you can come to me if you need help. i have experience in managing my problems and know how much it would have helped if i had someone to help me. i am also doing psychology at university - if that means anything at all!

My overall intake hasn't been too bad today - with the only thing that i hadn't accounted for being the raisins and perhaps the alcohol. why do the good things have to be so bad for you!?

2 comments:

  1. The forbidden fruit always tastes the sweetest i suppose :3 (sorry if this posts twice, i wasn't sure if it worked, stupid faulty laptop..)
    and you said u weren't sure what i would think of u, i don't think badly of u at all for having a little fun and taking in some guilty calories. I don't judge people, especially for eating, i usually only bash on myself. however if you were binging and binging and gaining weight like crazy, i might be a little worried, but one night isn't a big problem :) just wondering by the way, where do you live? (not trying to stalk u haha)

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  2. haha :) i live in the UK - on the south coast :)

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