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Friday, 9 November 2012

Crazy isn't being broken, or swallowing a dark secret. It's you, or me, amplified.

This is exactly what i want to look like. my hair is already that colour, it used to be that length but i had to cut it because it became as thin as smoke. my face actually looks a bit like that too. ENVY! and i need to see my hipbones looking like that again. its like a drug.  i crave it. unfortunately i crave food too. i just need to work on letting my cravings for hipbones and perfection grow bigger than my cravings for food. eventually.
i kind of binged today. but not really. i ate a lot, but not as much as it could have been. porridge for breakfast made with water. i was meant to have a driving lesson but that got cancelled. so i was a fool and went home for a bit. three bowls of muesli and water, a packet of monster munch, a packet of quavers a nakd banana bread bar and about 10 biscuits(garibalidi and a few custard creams (maybe less)
fooooking fatty. im going to try and get away with the lowest calorie soup tonight. i am going to start writing food plans and counting calories again.
on the plus side, i burned about 500 cals at the gym, and did a LOT of walking on top of that. still no excuse

2 comments:

  1. This post says a lot of the things that I am thinking. xx

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  2. there is something about garibaldi bics and muesli that get me too. we will both get there. i just had some muesli too. which means i took my housemate's muesli as i dont have food in the house. grrr now i'm a muesli thief, again, grrr.

    (why must healthy people keep food in the house, i ask you!?)
    xx

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