yesterday was awesome.
laxatives, gym and fasting made my belly nice and flat this morning and the scales read a slightly more bearable 103.8.
then this morning i binged. fuck fuck fuck. its because i had breakfast. if i skip breakfast then my hunger just seems to go away and the rest of the day is fine. but i look a load of extra vitamins supplements and whatnot this morning so i thought i shouldn't really do it on an empty stomach, and a driving lesson later on an empty stomach might not be so good.
fuck it. breakfast ALWAYS leads to binges.
so - simple - no more breakfast while i can get away with it.
i am so hitting up the gym later. need to get my monies worth!!!
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That's so true, I can relate to that. I'm always -no exception- binging the day I eat breakfast. I tend to eat somedays, because I still live with Mum, who is concerned. I've been a self-diagnosed anorexic, but tried to live a happier life with recovery, and lived on the edge of hospitalization. That has led me to the -drum solo- heaviest weight ever. Mum is still concerned, and watches me with eagle's eyes. So I had breakfast today...shit...and I had a huge binge. I just don't see any place I can buy laxatives, just can't purge, but I don't find it. Not even in pharmacies. Can you help me?
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